Angelina
Jolie Feared Being a Bad Mother
12/31/07
Hollywood actress Angelina Jolie nearly opted out of adopting her first
child because she feared she wouldn't be a good mother.
The star adopted her son Maddox, six, from Cambodia in 2002, but admits
it wasn't until she held him that she realized she was ready for the
challenge of motherhood.
She says, "They put him (Maddox) in my arms and I stared at him
and I started crying and he smiled.
"I hadn't held children before in my life. I was always considered
so dark and I thought maybe I shouldn't be someone's mom because I'm not
so sure about myself - am I going to be the best mom?
"The fact that this little kid seemed so at ease gave me the
courage to feel I could make him happy and so we became a family."
Jolie has two other adopted children with her partner Brad
Pitt - Pax, three, from Vietnam; and Zahara, two, from Ethiopia - as
well as their own biological daughter, 19-month-old Shiloh.